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 Episode 2 of PKP written on PKP fasa entah yang ke-berapa ...  Almost 1 year and half for us living with Covid-19 and endless mco, emco repeating over the year.  Let's continue from the last episode part;  So bila unimas keluarkan kalendar akademik yang baru, agak terkesima juga lah sebab everything not happen as what you want.  Masa tu tengah fikir till when you going to stay at college? cuz 4 weeks has passed, you still stranded in Uni. Cuz you can't go anywhere. You've gotta stay at where you are. Ain't sucks tho?  Tapi begitulah, langit tak selamanya mendung ada masa dia cerah juga, masa tu tiba-tiba je Kerajaan announce akan bawa balik student ke rumah masing-masing. Masa ni memang sedih lah sebab I am the one yang terakhir sekali kena hantar pulang ke Sabah. Member yang duduk semenanjung semua dah di hantar balik. Believe it or not I cry after all my stranded friend balik ke rumah masing-masing.  Ingat lagi masa tu Ramadan 2020. For the first ti...

Assalamualaikum everyone. Been almost 1 year hiatus, taking break with busy lifestyle, final project, exam, assignment and so on so forth. I've missin my blog so much! So entry kali ni, maybe agak panjang sedikit. One of the reason because now is 2020 and I am still struggling with my study, but I guess too much memory I need to kept for future my future kids. hihi. Episode 1: My Life As Half Final Year Student I still remember, Week 1- Week 7, a few week before the midsem break start. It was very hectic week. Like how can in week 1 you have so much list-to-do. Still thinking positive at that time because all the subject this year has no Final Exam lot of project need to be done. I am a little bit frustrated during earlier my semester start because my previous academic result wasn't that good enough for me. With non-stop drama from lecturer, but what power I have they are my lecturer and I am their student. That's the fact. Until week 7, where everyone so excited fo...

Assalamualaikum, and greetings to everyone. how are you guys? I hope you guys in good state. Its already one year and few days since I started hiatus back in 27 august 2018, last year. And now, I am in year 3 in UNIMAS and I guess it is tough year maybe? :) Back here to pour whatever inside my heart and chest, which I do not know to whom I should share this story. Well, I'm not really fit to any cliques right now and I am really need some space and time to calm myself. Far from family is never a good thing. Suddenly missing home, homesick in first week of classes. It is hard for me to go through this phase. I just wish that I am with my mother right now. Stay with her side during her hardest time like she did to me when I am at my hardest time. Suddenly get sick right away I'm touch down in Kuching. I can't go back hence money were not enough to buy another ticket. I really want to care of her until she can recover back. But, I have to stay here for my upcoming ...

Assalamualaikum. So I did come back and meet my fellow readers in this entry. May you guys always in a good condition. And get blessing from The Almighty. Sandakan, 26 of August during rainy nights, with stressful mind because of Unimas portal I cannot log in. While tomorrow the registration is open. So I tweet few matters at my Twitter account. Just a Random tweet. Like uols always did. But guess what just happening? Someone butthurt with my tweet 🙂. I just don't get it people. Why do you have to butthurt while I am not mentioning any parties there (In my tweet). Well, not all my life related with anyone else 💆💁. IT IS MY TWITTER ACCOUNT!!!!! KENAPA KAU YANG PANAS AKU TWEET?!!! LIKE FCKNG SERIOUSLY?!! have some guts lah. NOT ALL MY LIFE WERE RELATED TO YOU! BEAR THAT IN YOUR MIND! I have feelings and I cant get angry too. And I hate when I am in the state of anger. So beware. I think i have anxiety to start my new semester later on. Phobia. Scared. And it i...

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim, Mulakan entry kali ini dengan Lafaz kalimah Agung, semoga yang membaca terus sihat, dan jika sakit menemukan kesembuhan yang Hakiki. Allahumma Ameen 💕 Entry kali ini tidak berat sangat, hanya bertajuk SOCMED: Social Media. (incase you don't know socmed stand for what) There's come a question across my mind in early morning like this, 'How would you understands one's Life when you only go through their socmed' Well, for sure 100% nobody wants to share their real life in their socmed. I am sure and guarantee bout that. The real life Vs Socmed 2 different world. Well, it is really possible for you to share your own 'Main'problem through socmed fight me. Unless you are going to share those happiness bout your life that others don't have. You said you know everything and understand more about people. But Im tellin you, you only go through their socmed and claim you knew everything, the truth is you know nothing about...

Dengan lafaz kalimah Agung, dengan nama Allah yang maha pengasih lagi maha penyayang, Meningkat lagi angka 1 pada hari ini. Alhamdulillah sudah 21 tahun hidup bernafas di muka bumi Tuhan yang Esa. Masih banyak yang perlu diterokai. Luasnya alam dan ilmu Illahi. Bangun pagi, 899 message masuk telefon mula hang satusatu message di baca. Dalam group and yang private message family and friends. Both I love you guys. Ucapan panjang2 semua. Paling seronok dan terharu baca message mereka bila mereka wish tanpa perlu di ingatkan. Tanpa perlu balikbalik meniti di bibir soal 23hb. Tidak perlu. Tidak perlu hari hari bulan bulan di ingatkan. Alhamdulillah. Mereka semua serentak hantar wish panjang yang cukup bermakna tidak pernah pendek dari dulu sampai sekarang. Alhamdulillah. Great friends and family. 💕 Semakin dewasa semakin banyak cabarannya. Moga diri terus kuat bergerak ke hadapan walau ada parasit tepian jalan cuba untuk menghapuskan. Dalam diam. Saying goodbye to Dilo seba...